Good Thursday afternoon, my Facebook family and friends. I’m glad you decided to come here on the blog today for just a little chat with me, Debbie. I’ve had good days and bad days since my last post; I did tell you the hot water heater was fixed. Still, no refrigerator, but I’m making do with my large cooler. I’m now having issues with my heat. I just couldn’t stand it anymore, so today I built a fire and I’ve been pretty much on top of it this whole afternoon. Deciding to step out even in faith on your own completely with just your Social Security alone after 45 years of marriage is no easy task, trust me. I’m navigating each day and taking it one day at a time. I’ve had high anxiety levels because I’m continuously monitoring my power bill daily, making sure that I don’t go over that, and turning the cable and internet off to make sure that I can get by on what I make until my hip is healed and I can get a part-time job. It’s been a huge adjustment, but my peace of mind has been nice, to say the very least. Anyway, I was hoping that I could make money again on the blog through the advertisers here, but it just doesn’t seem to be working. It took me six months to get $100, and that dropped in my bank account this month. This blog used to make $1500 a month; I would be thankful for $100 a month, which would pay my power bill. I would be elated, but I can’t make you come here, and I certainly don’t want to make anybody do anything that they don’t want to do. I don’t want to be made to do something I don’t want to do. I don’t have to do it; we’ll put it that way. Getting to something better, I hope you guys are doing a little better than me, a whole lot better, actually. It just seems like I have taken a hit one thing after the other, but I’m hanging in there, guys. I’m just hanging in there and trusting and believing. Oh my goodness, literally one thing after another. If you need to know, private message me, and I’ll tell you what has happened in this house, one thing after the other. What do you do? You put your faith in God and you praise God, even in the storm. Some restless nights, yes, I’ve had some dizziness in the morning, and I don’t know if it’s sinuses, equilibrium, stress, or all of the above. This too shall pass, and better days are ahead. Putting my faith in God because the devil is coming at me in every possible angle, this I know. God bless you, have a good Thursday, and again, thank you for stopping by.
Love to all,
Debbie.
