The last few days have been very busy for me. I’m really glad that things happen the way they did and I took time off from Facebook. We worked in the yard this afternoon and I shared that birds nest on Facebook this afternoon. They always love to build their nest in my hydrangea bushes. We took a walk earlier this morning and I thought I would share that with you as well just photos. It has been a beautiful day today. Nice warm and sunny. Just the way I like it, with the braids that’s perfect. do you know as we get older not only do we have little things and sometimes big things go wrong in our lives. I find that in my older years I’m more sensitive than I used to be in so many things. I try hard not to be because I know it’s just something in me that’s changing. The last few months probably the last four months I have been dealing with what they are calling painful bladder syndrome, or PBS, or also known as IC. I’m not gonna go into sharing the symptoms with you guys. I can just tell you this it feels like you have a UTI but you don’t and it’s constant with bladder pressure that causes lower back pain. So I’ve been seeing the chiropractor to try to help with the back pain and it has helped. Right now they don’t seem to have any medication for it. It’s something new and they don’t know. How to treat it leave it to me to end up with something like that ha! I also have peripheral neuropathy in my feet, but it’s from nerve damage. I’m not a diabetic some nights that keeps me up all night long I’m not one to take pain medication, so I deal with it. I toss and turn all night long, so I’ve moved to the upstairs bedroom at night so that I don’t wake Mr. shabby all night long because he still works and I don’t not full-time anyway. Speaking of not working full-time. I have had a part-time job. It will be nine years this June. I found out this month that this most likely will be my last month. They no longer have the money for me and one other person.. That’s going to be a hard blow to my budget as I have been going through more major dental work. I think I should should’ve just gotten dentures. Not one but three dentist that without implants, I didn’t have enough bone left to even hold the dentures. Many of you who know me know about I was very sick and they couldn’t find out what was wrong with me. I ended up going to a new doctor and my first visit from all work and called me that night to tell me that my parathyroid glands were bad all four of them and they had taken all of the calcium from my bones and put it into my bloodstream and that was why my calcium level was double what it should be, and why I was feeling so poorly. I had those parathyroid glands removed seven years ago and they left half of one. It took about two years for my thyroid to regulate itself and the calcium to go back into my bones but the damage was done. one year I had gone from strong bones to osteoporosis. I think I’m just like the rest of you that suffer with this and that or the other I just keep going and keep going. Keep pushing. I’ve laughed before on Facebook state saying that this is called the golden years, mine are not as golden as they are year’s, mine are not as golden as they are Rusty. Tomorrow morning I will be at a new euro gynecologist, hoping to find some type of treatment that will help with this UTI feeling constantly. It really does put a damper on everything. Still waiting for my upper bone to heal from a tooth that had to be cit out in November. Hopefully I’ll get my permanent bridge May or June. I have been working hard and saving every time I could to pay You know dental work is very expensive, but this is less than implants for dentures. so you guys please forgive me if I’ve just been moody lately, my plate is full and all I can do is just turn to God and cry out and believe me I do. I hope you have all had a beautiful, relaxing Sunday, as I said we walked this morning and then we worked in our yard today so I’m gonna share a photo with you guys And I wish you all a wonderful Sunday afternoon. God bless.
Love,
Debbie 💕
