Good morning, Thursday morning at that. I hope this finds you all well. We have had some bad weather come through again last night, storms. It’s that time of year, even with the WORLD turned upside down, the Spring storms still come.
As well as the storms in our lives. These have been some of the worst of time for me, I can tell you that. As far as my loved ones hurting with loss, my son worried about his dad Mr. Shabby, with his first little one due any day- But, right now there are Angels signing in Heaven as they welcome one of their own
You see, yesterday afternoon my sweet daughter in law that is due so very soon and already dilated some with my precious Grandson Jackson lost her sweet Mother. My son let me know the news early last night, and I cried and cried for a few reasons.
She is leaving her husband, 2 daughters that seem to adore her, 6 beautiful grandchildren that also adored her, and one that will not meet her just yet. My daughter in law in 35, I had my Mother until I was 53 and I know how hard it was to let go then. Her mother had been sick with cancer and she surly gave it her all, staying here on this earth much longer than they said she would. I had the wonderful privilege of meeting her. She was sweet, soft-spoken, you could tell her heart was a thousand times her size a kindred spirit for sure. So, please remember my daughter on law Chrystal and her family in your prayers for the next few days, weeks.
When I went to bed I could not sleep, I thought ok, Mr. Shabby is out and about in this pandemic seeming to not have a care in the world, seeming! I thought he seems to not care about life yet Chrystal’s mother fought hard for hers. Sometimes things are just so beyond our control. I continue to pray that God will deliver Mr. Shabby from his demons, but right now my heart goes out to my daughter in law, my son, and their family.
I also pray for myself that I can be here and be the best Nana to my sweet little Jackson to be that I can. He too has been cut short before entering this earth. He will be born with one less that would have loved him with all her heart and born to his mama and daddy as none of us can be there during this awful COVID19. I have stopped watching much of the news because it is one thing one day and something totally different the next day. I have begun to wonder about this COVID 19 as have many.
Ok, I am going to get off my soapbox on the COVID19 and get back to what was important today, prayers for my daughter in law and her family, please. God bless you all, with my eye blurry from the tear I have not been posting as I did, forgive me, keep coming to the blog for me and support it daily I do need that if you would be so kind.
Be well, take care of yourselves and I will see you again here soon.
Love,
Debbie